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[January 25, 2007 @ 1:03am] |
Some people are so stupid. I mean, how boring can you be? Just go and jump off a building. You got nothing better to do anyway.
On a brighter note, my event list for now is: going to coronation with Diana. and flower girls with Andrea. and Mr. CHS w/ Carrie and Kavya. and India Night with Nisha. and Flinn dinner with Smart People. and Prom with undecided Hottie. and China with my Suitcase. and Europe with a Passport.
End post <.
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| Butterfly Grave |
[December 15, 2006 @ 12:24am] |
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Standing Beside you as you sleep,
Wipe my tears as I close the door,
告訴我，我還要等多久
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It really is time to stop pretending.
I don't need "things" to make me happy anymore.
Although I can't get what I want, it's okay.
High school is officially over. I don't think I'll be able to sit in class enthusiastically after break ends.
But that's how life goes right? You get enough of something that it becomes a fond memory and you just don't want anymore. LIKE friends. or food. or sex. or something.
I am trying; trust me, I know it is wrong to ignore people and isolate myself from the rest of my peers, but I'm still working on myself. I am making myself communicate; it was just so easy before, I'd have word-vomit and wouldn't stop talking. Now it's just so hard. But like I said, I'm trying.
Although I truly appreciate those who may want to talk to me about things, I don't think I'm ready yet.
I'm okay. kind of.
But I want to get away.
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[November 24, 2006 @ 2:44am] |
I guess sometimes sacrifices are not enough.
Oh well. Tommorow is a new day.
and I will let go.
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[November 09, 2006 @ 2:45pm] |
Well hooray. I'm gonna major in something I don't like.
I'm not aiming at helping any third world countries at all.
I really don't care for the environment that much.
and I haven't done drugs.
So I guess I'm not going where everyone else is going right?
cuz they're all about passion and dreams and how they're gonna learn what they want to learn because they have the choice of "pursuing interests".
well.
my interest is to decide on something I can't back out of, and those supposed dreams and interests shall be a part of my life only categorized as "hobbies."
I think I'm well prepared to do just that.
so for all those who want me to go for something I like, my answer is: I don't want to.
No regrets.
and I'm sick with a fever and a sore throat and I feel bad cuz I can't go to the speech and debate tourny and I had to make raza and vincent sub for me. while I thank those guys tremendously, I still feel horrible.
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[September 30, 2006 @ 4:32pm] |
So Hannah, Vincent, Kristen, Sunny and I are going to california on the day of my 18 birthday (that's the 5th of october for all you people)
Therefore, I will be posting pictures sometime in the next 2 weeks.
for now.... HAPPINESS - october break + california
w00000000000
So I went to sleep at 1 yesterday and woke up at 4PM today. that's like....15 hours? wtf.
whoever wants to hang out.. please say so cuz like i need to study for my SAT 2s
and pack.
get laaaaaaaaid.
oh yeah I got the Baird nomination. woo
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| Tagged by xgoatsex |
[August 02, 2006 @ 10:44pm] |
tl;dr version: "hi guys, i'm so cool because i listen to music almost none of you have heard of" :-/
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now.
Post these Instructions in your LiveJournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.
1. dus bahane - shaan (yay for ringtone)
2. smells like funk - black eyed peas
3. blaze it - bone thugs n harmony
4. da ma dian - coco lee & jay chou (....)
5. meteor rain - F4 haha
6. apinaa huutaa yeah - usher & nylonbeat (indian remix?)
7. obvious - watershed (the abercrombie song lmao)
I dunwanna tag anyone. cuz i'm tired.
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ok now for life:
I don't really wanna talk about much that have been going on because most of what's really bothering me is that NOTHING is actually going on. I thought school would be easier. It is. but it's fucking boring. I mean it's fun with hannah nisha nick kristen blah blah blah and everyone else but when i'm dragging myself through the courtyard i just wanna go home and fall into a coma.
and the worst part of it is that i'm busy. heh. whatever i'll stop whining now.
OK. and I need to stop spending money.... can someone like, watch me?? and slap me when I try to spend more than 5 bucks? pwease.
got a new camera. w0000
get laid.
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| AP Scores |
[July 06, 2006 @ 8:09pm] |
APs
APUSH: 3
PHYSICS: 3
CALC: 4
No big woop, but I do get credit for the last two for where I wanna go.
which is great. I don't care much for history, and I could try to get that outta the way by IB testing as well.
I am thoroughly satisfied (not as satisfied as when I got my 5 last year, but still)
for the work I put into these tests, I believe that someone somewhere likes me. lmao.
but humm... nothing else much today. I may be going outta town for a coupla days, to fulfill summer traveling plans.
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I do believe that there are some changes that need to be made (and no, bleaching my hair AGAIN doesn't count, although I would like to, even though summer isn't staying)
although, changes that have taken place:
~I have stuck to my new years resolution to buy a new piece of clothing every two weeks, and I ended up buying like 2 every week. Chewie Mon (who works at AmEagle), and I have become quite the acquaintances lol, and I have basically been there everyday last week, even though this week I didn't have time.
~I did get my license. w00t. now it's onto waiting for the right time to ask for insurance.
~Applied for a senior year job. dunno if i got it though.
~Decided to become meaner to people I don't like. Bitchy Sam. [edit] I meant that I have become more sinister. as in secretive and plotting mwahahaha I think about them dying lmao [end edit]
~Got a credit card. yay
~Realized that the school gave us the wrong ID number for IB test scores. Fucking Bitches and Assholes of Chandler motherfucking High. I actually got up early (at noon) to check my bloody scores after getting pretty blazed on fourth of july the day before, and ya know what, the number doesn't fucking fit. They should all go to hell and burn. Fucking retards. (and yes I do sense resentment on my part).
whew. anyway. yes my summer has been unproductive, but it is no where near boring. all my other summers have been *targetted at interest, leadership, and development with a forward looking mind of a young scholar* this summer has been the antithesis of my past two summers. I actually had fun, rather than working at a university for some mormon professor, or attending asian camp (which actually had some really nice people and was enjoyable, aside from the cheesiness of it all *know your culture bleh*). anyway, the only thing I'm putting on my application for this summer is travel, and portfolio development which I have not done since I no longer take an interest in it. yay.
Shoutout to doreeny for the pageant, great job. shoutout to lily cuz I miss her. shoutout to annie for all the parties, and shoutout to hannah for the goodies she's bringing me from Peru, shoutout to Sunny for having hours of meaningful talk (haha) with me, shoutout to my IB and scottsdale folks for going away (leaving me bored) so I actually had to rely on other stuff to do.
And FINALLY, a SHOUTOUT TO MY MOMMY FOR BUYING MY AN iMAC. *ginormous HEARTS*
Long post. now I am done.
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[June 03, 2006 @ 8:38pm] |
how do we get our grades for the semester? or are we supposed to sit here and wait because we forgot to ask?
oh mr. keith.
but then again, i don't really care.
yay for no school.
and yay for getting a license in a month.
don't leave meeee seniors!!
I will miss you jessica brown (who's leaving on June 4th) so you better come back soon
and I will miss lily (June 24th)
and I better see all y'all who are going to U of A and ASU every once in a while.
Haha, I loved Annie's grad party. omg sex talks.
<333
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| Prom 2006 |
[May 14, 2006 @ 8:09pm] |
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SO PROM YAY!
It was May 13, 2006, and it was awesome!!
I went with Celine along with 7 other couples and had dinner and went crazy at the dance and afterparty
so here are some pix. [THERE'S A LOT OF PICTURES]
My GROUP. So fun
FOR MORE, check http://photos.yahoo.com/samwang88105
<3 wang
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| I finally went back to scottsdale |
[March 24, 2006 @ 2:31pm] |
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SO STEPHANIE'S GOING AWAY PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!
She's moving to Utah *tear*
I WILL MISS HER LIKE THERE'S NO TOMMOROW. <3
SOME pichurs from the mall. I finally returned to Scottsdale with my old friends for the first time in months
FOR MORE: Click HERE and click on "stephanie's party"
yours truly
vincent young the agressive driver.
Steph and me! aww I will miss steph =[
Lianna!
Lianna's a weird one!
In the elevator picking noses
In the elevator being freaks
Beings freaks with Courtney
court-court cried.
Aww Imma miss you!!!!!!!!! have fun in Utah (which I doubt cuz we won't be there) and if it sucks to no limit then move back and hang out wit us. BUT you have to come back to visit!
SAFE TRIP KIDDO. and remember our paraguins
<3
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| My way of giving thanks |
[February 04, 2006 @ 5:00pm] |
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I do feel like quitting. but I'm not going to.
It is no longer
a matter of one or two comp books or a coupla pages to do, but it has
become a matter of whether or not i'll get everything done, or whether
or not I will stay sane through doing so.
To quote vince: "how the fuck do you keep up with yourself?"
honestly, I don't know. I think that during the process of trying to keep up with myself, I've lost my own essence of life.
Thank
you for all those who have helped me through this tough time, you know
who you are. and thanks for giving me a piece of mind when I needed
some, or giving me an oppurtunity to slack off, take a weekend off,
have fun once in a while, and make my life just a little closer to
happiness. Those of you who helped me in school, I truly thank you. I
do realize, however, that I have to get myself through this and no one
else can do so, no matter how much I hope that it is the other way
around.
no more "don't feel bad sam" or "we'll get you through
this" or "it will end soon." I know all this and appreciate this, but
words no longer measure up to the actions you have given me, the
friendship and help and love you all have shown. I thank you.
everything is mine. I do not dare let anyone take my responsibilities away, because it is unfair.
It's a few bitchin' weeks coming up ahead.
peace out.
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[January 09, 2006 @ 10:57am] |
Haha, and I thought I had 100-something friends.
Myspace is so corrupting and addicting.
before we start a whole "myspace is the sham of popular society" debate, i'd like to say, i will hit you upside the head if you do so because I'm a fucking myself whore. lol.
but um, go comment on my pix. and page. and blog. yay.
yeah, so myspace has technological problems, who knew??
wang
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| CAS hours and Clothes |
[January 06, 2006 @ 4:10pm] |
haha so yeah i've been shopping and my mom feels the need to feed me
more clothes. and money so yay for christmas and generosity. I got an A&F shirt, a LOST tee, a qs hat, um... a target/utility shirt. woot, and a gap shirt and my mom wants to buy me shoes and I want a turtleneck.
Yes I am becoming a mall-addict. BITE ME.
um, what else, oh yeah, i have not done a single piece of homework for break yet, which is not very smart of me but whatever.
I want break to last longer.
Um, Still don't know what to do for my extended essay (research paper),
and haven't done a single log of CAS hour, which i need to get started
on writing up because i'll forget all that I do before next year comes.
um, if you ib kids are reading this:
I need some help listing my CAS hours:
I have 100 hours logged from summer and such,
and then: sports on the weekend (haha), Anderson JH, Art Masterpiece,
Key Club:Hope for Hailey, Light the Night walk for Lukemia, IB Stuff
(bulletin board, logo, shirt, etc). San Marcos Festival Art Show, what
else?
BTW, I like volunteering, anyone got cocktail parties that I
can volunteer at? Oh yeah and I'm going to doreen's P.F. Chang's thing.
Peace, wang
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[December 30, 2005 @ 10:54pm] |
OK. Time for movies. Can you guys give me some suggestions on what movies to DL that are already out on DVD?
I don't trust downloading movies that are in theaters because they always turn out to be misnamed pornos. but if the movies are out on dvd, there's a chance of me getting it.
Um, no horrors please, i hate watching those by myself. I keep thinking of a hand reaching out from my monitor. but w/e
any suggestions would be wise: I already have a bunch of DVDs that are fairly recent, so any would be okay.
make sure they're good movies. If someone suggests American Pie 4: Band Camp, I'm gonna slap them upside the head. Btw, I downloaded it, and the movie sucks quite a bit.
wang
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| Um, life on break is rather un-interesting |
[December 30, 2005 @ 12:19am] |
Haha, I need to update.
"I had chicken today" basically describes my entire life on break.
while I've been trying to find something worth while to do, I did
download about 499 songs offa the grand-ole internet which I am kind of
guilty about since i just grabbed an album catalog and downloaded every
single one of those albums. haha i'm going to hell.
hmm, what else, well i went to the zoo on monday, hung out with some
peeps on tuesday, went to the mall and watched movie with mom on
wednesday. Wow first time watching the movie with my parental, and it
wasn't a bad experience except I had to explain every single freakin
dialogue to her. thank god there wasn't an usher or something in the
theater. yeah, mom is something when she strides into banana republic
and starts to raid the store, and i sit there on their (OH SO
COMFORTABLE AND LUXURIOUS AND LEATHER) couch and wait for half an hour.
Such a nice waste of time, considering everything else i've done.
Rather nice.
And Today was a bore. Is tommorow friday? if so, fuck i've wasted a whole fucking week.
I wish I was in New York. Or Vegas. Or even Scottsdale.
Oh, and I downloaded Requiem For A Dream. Rather nice movie. disturbing, but i like it.
I didn't know Alex Kolodin was throwing a new years. I thought he was in Cali.
Wang
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| I haven't stared at boobs for a month now. |
[December 22, 2005 @ 11:38pm] |
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Everything Isn't Lost - Coldplay |
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It seems a little bit unusual that I haven't done normal things in a while now. Does IB just do this to you or is it just a phase?
I'm going with that it's a phase.
Don't you agree that maybe sometimes people should just give up? I mean the whole thing about not giving up because you'll end up rewarded. I think that philosophy is retarded. Maybe I should just give up for a while, because I certainly feel like it at the moment. I mean, what's the use of trying to be an individual in this god-for-saken country when everyone just stereotypes you as the person you really aren't? It's a worthless fight for nothing.
Meanwhile, in the real world, I got, hopefully, A's in my classes. I will never know for sure in History and Physics until i get my repoht card. everything else i'm pretty sure. very happy about my 94 on essay in sapakie. It was like god reached down and touched my head the moment sapakie turned on the wicked timer.
And oh yes, you peoples better be contacting me over break as I will be bored for several days, if not many. I think i'm seeing Memoirs of a Geisha with my mom tommorow. looking forward to it. I've spent so much time with school and my friends that I seem to have lost my mother somewhere around there. Does someone smell a christmas present? Yeah i'm gonna spend a day with my mama, because I never get to. yeah yeah mommy's boy whatever.
And I just hope that everyone else is having a grand time doing whatever they enjoy, that means for:
Lily - staring at Jake Gyllenhall.
Doreen - same for Joe i guess.
Hannah - haha taylor.
Harold - plotting world domination. and hanging jubilee lights.
Jared - eating Chinese food and watching movies.
Vincent (Young not pham haha) - i guess it's kaileigh. but we have to hang on tuesday.
Lianna, Steph, Alyson - whatever you guys do. i have no idea whatsoever.
who else? oh yeah
Asian LEAD kids - reunion. someone wanna plan it? i'm much to exhawwwsted.
<3 yall. Have a fantastic break with a whole bunch of presents and hopefully no one steps on dog shit.
Wang
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[December 03, 2005 @ 11:43pm] |
Author's comments:
No, I did not sing the song. If you think this is racist, you obviously haven't been out in the real world. Take some time off the computer and step outside your house, it's a lot different out there. Again, this was made as a joke, if you take it seriously, you can give all the bad reviews you want, most people won't care.
MY NOTE:
don't say that this is racist please. it's really funny as hell and i love it.
people who would proclaim this as racist don't know what it's like to be confronted with racism. It's really much much different, and being asian, i've learned to laugh at my own race, and racism is nothing i would ever laugh about. so just sit back and watch. or go away. thanks =]
and HAROLD AND I are gonna do an ib rap offa this.
and i know it's been overplayed.
CLICK HERE FOR THE TAI MAI SHU RAP
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